i promise to return to actually blogging a little bit tomorrow but i am too tired tonight i am very sorry
okay but no i’ve made the commitment
i’m getting bangs on friday
bought some cute as hell new clothes. high waisted shorts and some tops, two of which show off my tummy, and a bandeau to wear with one that’s see through, and some cute undies
and holy fuck I’m feeling body posi as hell and I feel really, really great today.
just got a new bra that makes me look at least three cup sizes smaller and is a convertible and actually works as one holy moly
like, I look proportionate like a normal person woah woah woah
I came up to the VA with my grandaddy so we can go to mall afterwards and I’m sitting in the waiting room waiting for him and there’s three different guys at least six years older than me staring at me and I am horribly uncomfortable.
don’t date me bc i will send you an abundance of dumb messages when i can’t sleep
which is very often